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I'm a detective searching for something I have never seen. I'm a hound sniffing for a scent that is only a memory of heaven.
I hear others talking about the object of my search; I know its the same object, because they have that same look in their eyes. And sometimes we use the same language.
The language we use is often technical descriptive language... we use the term "Missional community." Those who have been on the journey for a while know what these things mean. And most of us are fairly articulate about the definition.
But even while we strive for understanding, we know that we won't reach it because we can define it. Sometimes we wonder if the opposite is true; that to define it is to lose it forever. We know that there is a danger in definition -- we can think we have attained to something because we can describe it. Even more frustrating, the questions we ask determine the answers we will find. Margaret Wheatley notes that,
"There is an important humility associated with trying to direct our activities by setting goals or measures. Every act of observation loses more information than it gains. Whatever we decide to notice blinds us to other possibilities. In directing our attention to certain things, we lose awareness of everything else."
The intangibles grip my heart. It's the intangibles in the dance of word and Spirit, and things that defy description that empower the journey. We are going to a city we have not seen, but we pray, "Thy Kingdom come on earth, as it is in heaven."
Lately I've been using the word "ethos" to describe these intangible elements, because I haven't found the right word yet. It may not have been invented. It may not matter.
We know it is something completely new. We know that the city is not built with human hands. But we run up against paradox. The city isn't built with human hands, yet it will appear among us if we have eyes to see. The kingdom is both present and yet to come. Together we are "being built" into a living temple and a holy priesthood.
Because it is something new, we know that those who find it must have left something else behind. We know that transition raises new questions and a new insecurity. Because it is a spiritual reality, only the naked can go there.
"People cannot discover new lands until they have the courage to lose sight of the shore." Andre Gide
It isn't easy embracing insecurity. It isn't easy leaving our comfort zones, our titles, or our previous understanding behind. Because the goal is a living community we know that it is a place where there are no professionals, only amateurs.. "amati" is Latin for "lover" and professionals are hirelings who arrive with the baggage of identity and status.
This is why it will be unlikely for a denomination to make the transition, though there is hope for individual communities. For the denomination there is always too much to protect, and too much at stake. There are too many established modes and means, and too many with titles and power unwilling to forsake them.
Every noble crown is, and on earth will forever be, a crown of thorns. Thomas Carlyle
In one "Jesus" movie there is a scene near the end where Jesus appears to His disciples in the upper room. Together they kneel in love and awe as He smiles at them. They are united in worship and in love. There are no "apostles" or "leaders" .. together they are lovers and servants, and in His presence they are all on the same level.
Community and mission are both about love and emptiness of our own agendas. Only those who "forsake all" for the sake of love can reach a city not built with hands.
So it seems that a precondition of the emergent church is emptiness. Only the empty, the poor, the naked and the disenfranchised can see clearly, because they have no vested interests and nothing left to lose. This is why Jesus says that we must become as children in order to enter the Kingdom of God.
Yesterday as I waited for my wife to return from shopping I overheard an interview with a scientist who was talking about Watson and Crick, the two researchers who in 1953 uncovered the function of DNA. What struck me about the discussion was two things:
1) at the DNA level structure is function. DNA functions by replicating itself.
Last year a friend related to me that the physicists who are researching quantum dynamics and who are working with the very smallest particles came up against another mystery. It seems that while there were some things that were definable, one of the largest questions remaining was about the power in matter. No one knows where it comes from. This caused one scientist to theorize that, "Perhaps the power is in the blank spaces."
Blank spaces are what we lose when we organize. Blank spaces are those elements of community that remain shrouded in mystery. In fact, community itself IS a mystery. You can plan it, organize it and pray for it and still not get it. It requires something spontaneous and unreachable by human effort and thought alone. It requires more weakness than strength, and we aren't very good at weakness. Community is a gift, and we aren't good at receiving. Margeret Wheatley comments in "A Simpler Way,"
"This simpler way to organize human endeavor requires a belief that the world is inherently orderly. Life seeks organization. It does not require us to organize it."
Community is where we have to go to faithfully express the life of Jesus. Unfortunately, we have built congregations rather than communities, buildings rather than temples of living stones, and audiences rather than families of faith. We have chosen this easier path because we can manage congregations, while communities have a life of their own. A community is a different KIND of thing than a congregation or a mere group. Clay Shirky writes,
It isn't about building anything.. it is about grace and mystery and God and the creation of space for community to happen. It's about environment and ethos. It's about joy and playfulness.
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